Never read your old posts

Never ever ever read your old blog posts if you are as dramatic as I am. Cause I'm dramatic and it's just.... Embarrassing. Glad I got that one off my chest...... So I was gonna call this post "d-day" meaning "decision day" to represent the decision that T and I are making in four days about what we are going to do after we get married. However, then I read my old blogs and found them to be so disturbingly dramatic that I opted for a different title. T and I have been fasting movies and tv for 40 days to pray that God will guide us to the thing we must do after we get married.... Which is basically where are we going to live. It has been a real blessing doing this fast, and both of us have learned a lot about the holy spirit through it. Now the deadline is coming up and I like to think that we are like Gideon laying our fleece before the lord... A decision must be reached. So please pray for us? This is a huge step. God will be in it with us, no matter where we end up. And praise his holy name.... We will be together, the most important part. Love you guys so much.